Life or Death

Yesterday I had every intentions on leaving home at about 7 am, but for some reason I decided to do something I never do , I text all my friends a message to tell them how I loved them . People closest to me know that I have been in labour for a while. I am ready to push this blessing out, but it seems like my timing means nothing.

My husband decided I was going to drive his van instead of the Mercedes so he it to clean it, gas it up, wash the car, then put air in the tires- he went to the gas station 4 times in order to delay my trip, something in his spirit was saying stall her a little longer. I was a little concerned at him making me late, but I said nothing, my intentions was to leave early get to the other side of Jacksonville to beat the heavy rain. 

My dearest friend, like a sister prayed for my protection that morning before Ieft the house. Everyone I texted sent me a message back to let me know they loved me, interesting enough at 6:30 am. I sent a personal text to Toy to say I needed a hug this morning from her before I left Palm Coast.  Toy hugs and embracements are like non other. I just sensed I needed to feel the warmth and protection at that very moment. 

I got to Orange Park at the Buckman Bridge and traffic was at a stand still for over 40 minutes, I begin to weep and realize someone was in trouble.  God had protected me. While waiting patiently, I text my son to explain life to him, The 2 hours on that bridge only felt like 30 minutes. I prayed for the person and their family as I discovered their truck went over the bridge.

I apologize for this people, but life is too short and you better start living the best life you have ever lived. Trust and obey God, be ready when he sends his angels to get you. 

The 48 year old will never see her/his family again,......life stripped away just like that. 
 God please help me, as I am grieving for this  person I do not know.  Please comfort the ones that have lost someone today or yesterday. Lord give us all another chance.





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