Transparency seems to hurt people around you, but let me tell you the truth about the transparent person who loves deep and falls hard. To be transparent, you open yourself up for ridicule and criticism, sad to say it does not feel so good to be criticized because you were open and honest. Well, I am learning a big lesson in life everyone does not need to know your deepest innermost pain. I find opening up and let the pain escape feels so good, but the repercussions of that pain do dissipate. It grows as an infection and creates wounds from deep within. I never wanted to be invisible because I knew my visibility would reach deep into the soul of the person I touched. As a child, I remember being so visible I was forced to hide. My seclusion was like being captivity on the ship. It was so hard for me to understand why I could not share God with the people around me. So I escaped to an imaginary world. I created my own circle and what I thought my life should be. I held the hands of the ...
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