OJ's journal to happiness

After age 40 I never imaged my life to be as it is now. I dream big.  I stopped working for corporate America recently and I am taking a Hugh leap of faith.  I started to understand being a career mom and wife was not everything to me. My son graduates with a bachelor degree in May, my other son only has 4 years before he begins his journey.  My daughter needs me more than ever also.  I did not want my little ones to think my career came before them. They are like angels to me and I know my life will never be the same without them in my home. I have run successful businesses and watched our economy strip the life out of me, working day and night like a fool, my husband even worked to the point nothing made sense.  I had to turn my back to it all.  I have no health problems and don't rely on medication. My babies are growing so fast and my man is working so hard for his dreams to go to live television. He is a wonderful partner and I want to spend the rest o...

God equips his people with all the necessities of life. He prepares the table before you in the presence of your enemy, your cup runneth over........  You have have to learn the importance of changing your language, stop making your family, spouse , or coworker responsible for your disgusting attitude. Learn to let go of pride and learn to love and embrace. God wants us to live a victorious life, full of faith, and love one another. Never live a fairy tail life and make your mate responsible for your happiness. It is foolish and unrealistic to put those weighs on anyone. All the past mistakes and your mess really is a bit much to share with your future. God said, "if you love me keep my commandments, " Live, love, and embrace.  Forgive, let go of the baggage that tried to destroy you , be good to one another,  and never place your actions on someone else, take responsibility for everything you do and teach others to walk in Godliness.  Ojay

Good morning everyone I know it has been a while since you heard from me. I have been doing fine, just a little busy with work, with my book, my husband's business, the children, and I sent my son off to Costa Rica. The 4 the off July was nice, we traveled to NC to be with my n laws. They fed us nicely. I need to slow down now I can feel the pounds on my thighs this morning. I will hit the gym next week although I have not even smelled a gym for 4 months.

Yesterday I had every intentions on leaving home at about 7 am, but for some reason I decided to do something I never do , I text all my friends a message to tell them how I loved them . People closest to me know that I have been in labour for a while. I am ready to push this blessing out, but it seems like my timing means nothing. My husband decided I was going to drive his van instead of the Mercedes so he it to clean it, gas it up, wash the car, then put air in the tires- he went to the gas station 4 times in order to delay my trip, something in his spirit was saying stall her a little longer. I was a little concerned at him making me late, but I said nothing, my intentions was to leave early get to the other side of Jacksonville to beat the heavy rain.  My dearest friend, like a sister prayed for my protection that morning before Ieft the house. Everyone I texted sent me a message back to let me know they loved me, interesting enough at 6:30 am. I sent a personal text t...

Just thought I would share what God showed me.  Using this visualization so that you can witness me moving up the mountain. I have been climbing for 7 years. Death hit hard, business went under, money decreased, I deceased as God increased me, we were robbed. Multiple things were stolen, but I witness God is moving mountains in my behalf and increase by 1000 fold. I pray God release his hands on you and me today, touch, anoint, heal, release, and let go.  Satan has no authority.