OJ's journal to happiness

When the time comes, you find yourself seeking for an answer You need an answer to your future, is this the job for me, why am I financially not where I would like to be, are my children ok, is my spouse ok, where will I be tomorrow ,so many questions,  so many challenges....  I ask God to open up my heart so that all the insecurities be removed and transformed into security. God is the way, the truth, and the light. He has your life in his control, if it feels perplexed than you must take a moment and pray.  Pray for his will to be done in your life. Anxiety be released, Fear be released, Forces that seek to devour be released,  I command the atmosphere, the angels be released for my good. May the birds and fish of the sea understand my authority because God gave be permission to name them one by one. I command all mountains to be moved in his name. I pray that your what, when, and why be answered.

Labour is never an easy process. During the process you will experience sharp and intense pain. You find yourself wanting to push, but you understand premature pushing can lead to prolonging the  process. Are you in quest for a blessing don't delay  the blessing by your lack of faith , anxiety, and fear.. Trust God, Seek him,  pray , read your word, fast, mediate, and wait until he prepares you to receive your blessings.

 My name is Cindy I am not a princess or Queen. Most people think I am living in an imaginary fairy tale. Cinderella is not my name nor my fantasy. I am just plain old loving, caring Cindy. I marry a man but after I tell you the facts about my life and my story you will think I married Prince Charming. I come home from a hard day's work to a home where diner is fully prepared, house clean, laundry washed, put away, and the kids are already completed their homework. You would never imagine this man that does the things for me is black, intelligent, a hard worker, caring and loving. He reminds me of a Mandingo Warrior. He can handle the battles in the field, he knows how to claim his territory, and he comes home to receive the best of the best, his very own refuge. Wait ladies, I was not writing this to talk about him, but to help you explore your most intimate fantasy. Cindy is the lady next door to you. She is the women with  high intelligence, she works hard, she is a mother, a wi

4/19/2014   Happy Easter Jesus stands inside of our pain   A man went to court to fight for his rights that were violated while working for law firm for over 17 years. Because of the hostile conditions he dealt with while working for the firm, he become callus, and wanted to create the same pain the company gave him. This man was so anger envisioned neck of the manager that terminated his employment. In order help the law firm wins cases, he was very unethical and did anything and everything to support the firm.   This man had to rehash the pain he endured during the unfair conditions of his employment. The nasty facts would destroy his ex boss, but this man had to do it because he wanted to see justice served for the wrong he encountered from his company.   The filthy stories this man held on for years caused everyone around him to dislike the person he became. He never focused too much on what the company made him do and never thought much about the poor decisio

4/18/2014                                                      Pressure to meet the deadline  It creates more anxiety and fear from within yourself. Feeling trapped into meeting the deadline is the struggle we all encounter. Well, being married to an artist is the most challenging experience of my life. I can work for the master and take the beaten on the ship, but to be internally connected to a deadline and pressure is like being in a pressure cooker afraid of the top exploding. I am writing this because I begin this morning talking to God and I begin to weep because my focus at that moment was interfering with my praise. I had so many issues that need to be confronted. I begin to feel the most unimaginable thing ever, life is just not a fairy tale! God gives me strength! The artist I married has been so busy he could not hear my cry. After two weeks I begin to feel the pressure of the pot boiling water and I felt like something bad was going to happen. My timing was poor